I'm having one of the hardest times of my life. I'm going to try and remain as professional as I possibly can when writing this.
I have a number of mental illnesses which together render me almost incapable of doing everything by myself (Though I try by hardest not to depend on people). yesterday, it looks like the end of my 4 year relationship (Engaged for 3 years, lived together 2.5 and the past few weeks has consisted of looking to open a mortgage to start a family home) and I'm stuck and devastated and in pain. What do I do with my shop? Should I just close it? My shop and making these crafts gave meaning to my life but now I don't know where I will live tomorrow (No family or friends) and don't work a full time job due to current illness. If i've closed the shop I will have literally nothing left with my life. Yet if i keep it open I run the risk of being thrown on the street at any minute as he's the main tenant and I just give him my disability money to help