If you are feeling like you want to hurt yourself, we urge you to find someone to talk to immediately. Please go to the nearest hospital, or contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline’s toll free, 24-hour number: 1-800-273-TALK.
You may also find help from one of the organizations listed here:
www.etsy.com/help/article/3461
There are trained people there who can help you, who will listen to you. It may seem like the Etsy Forums are a good place to turn for support, but this is not a good option for discussing these matters. We wish you all the best.