That's sad. But I understand. I spend my free time sewing now instead of gaming. (of course I have a full time job and two kids, not much time left for games or sewing! Except of course for the few kids games I play with the little ones) the other day I actually played video games all by myself for 2 hours! I was so happy, but felt realy guilty too! My favorites are RPGs as well, but they are so time consuming and when you go a while without playing, you kind of get lost when you try to pick it back up.