It is easy to fall back for someone who has been clean. Just as you said been clean all those years, they can handle it just once right? Then they find out they can't and the wheel starts turning all over again.
There are days I crave a cig so much and think I could just smoke one and be ok. That is just nicotine... I can not imagine the pull narcotics have on a person.
I just dragged myself out of bed and into the kitchen to make some dinner. The men ran to the grocery store for me, so I wanted them to have a nice dinner. I made a big pan of shepards pie. What's everyone else having?
I'm going to just jump in here and make my first post in the "do it" thread! Corrine was offering tea and ginger snaps... I won't turn that down. I probably should have read through the earlier posts to see what this is about, but I just decided to do it, haha!
Coming - moving West is my answer to all the city folk. But Corrine, I remember all to well living in your heck of the woods and it was the "woods" that drove be batty.
I longed for wide open prairie mountainous spaces when I lived back East.
And Miss CG, once there was room and space and fresh air in your desert community, now its filled with noxious aromas of airplane fuel and car fumes.....
Mickey I think you lived further North? There lots of wide open land up there-about an hour North and you're getting into the White Mountains. Its so beautiful. I am not in the woods though- 15-20 minutes in any direction there's a city. That's as close as I want to be!
