Had a fantastic visit with my family. The funeral just didn't seem real. I cried so much before I left that I didn't cry at the funeral until the curtains closed, then my lip started to quiver.
They played "staying alive" by the Bee Gee's at the end, made everyone smile, she chose that herself :)
My poor husband hugged me so tight last night, crying his eyes out, he thought I wasn't going to come back silly sod.
Anyway, it's confirmed that as much as I love going back to see my family, my life is in America now :)