I've never written in here before and a lil shy to do so :) but i guess i'll just write what i feel. I'm always on here giving ppl the pep talk of "hanging in there" and not giving up but, darn it I think i'm ready to throw in the towel. I just don't think i can compete anymore with all the other "beading supplies store" on here. i mean lets face it. most of those store are very commercial anyways. you can find just about the same type of beads in each store, probably because they come from the same supplier. nevertheless i make beads and craft supplies all by hand. my beads are my own creations and style. the color mix, shape design is all my own creations. I even make cold porcelain clay. which has been getting great reviews. but the truth is i really wanted this store to be my primary business. but i see this is way harder than i imagined. So i have to either get a Job or go back to school. Probably in the Pharmacy industry. I really wanted my own business but here on etsy not everything is handmade and i just can't compete with the mass produced shops. I'm not sure when i'm going to close the store but i probably won't make anything new and list it. I mean it does cost money. anyways thanks for listening all :)